man... looking at some of the shit i said, at some of my art and what i thought was creative or edgy, some of it... was really stupid! i mean, i was an opinionated, loud mouthed little shit back in my day! and i was bright and creative, don't get me wrong, but... just looking back at it all really makes me realize that i didn't know much. i guess i had to start somewhere, exploring the limits of my skills and talents, and that led to some major breakthroughs!
But it just really woke me up to the idea that i started somewhere. I'm smarter, wiser, more creative, less whiny and opinionated, i know the value of things better now. I've been in a